If I had to describe the past few weeks, this is it. This is what I am learning. This is the truth that fills the pages of my journal, and the prayers that have run my throat dry. This is the truth I want to understand. This is the mess I want to see beauty in. I do not want to be a servant with distance from fear of change.
For so long I've been loving you from a distance.... because I was afraid of your silence. His silence speaks to me more deeply than any words ever could. Because I was afraid of who I would be when I was alone with you....For so long I've been loving you from a distance, holding myself hostage to the sound of you.... For so long, I've been trying to love you from a distance, but I can't even survive without you.... and without you, there is this vacant void. and I want to give all my heart to you, even though I have no idea what that feels like. And that means nothing is off limits to you.
For so long I've been loving you from a distance.... because I was afraid of your silence. His silence speaks to me more deeply than any words ever could. Because I was afraid of who I would be when I was alone with you....For so long I've been loving you from a distance, holding myself hostage to the sound of you.... For so long, I've been trying to love you from a distance, but I can't even survive without you.... and without you, there is this vacant void. and I want to give all my heart to you, even though I have no idea what that feels like. And that means nothing is off limits to you.
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